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Sometimes I become doubtful
about everything I know
because it could turn out
to be anything else.
It scares
and gives a thrill
It makes a heart to skip a beat
just like that
for no real reason
It's just my imagination
Because with my mind I know
things won't change
and I like it the way they are
And yet there's that monster
hiding under my bed
and bugging me
What would happen if...
And the strangest is that
I become curious too
Even though the answer is known
and boring.
Doubts...
They are ones of the most illogical
from all feelings known to a man.
Funny isn't it?
That makes me the most illogical person.
about everything I know
because it could turn out
to be anything else.
It scares
and gives a thrill
It makes a heart to skip a beat
just like that
for no real reason
It's just my imagination
Because with my mind I know
things won't change
and I like it the way they are
And yet there's that monster
hiding under my bed
and bugging me
What would happen if...
And the strangest is that
I become curious too
Even though the answer is known
and boring.
Doubts...
They are ones of the most illogical
from all feelings known to a man.
Funny isn't it?
That makes me the most illogical person.
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Dreaming empty
Usually my dreams are plain and empty. They are colourful and fun, full of adventures and there I have friends. They all have pretty plain and simple plot.
And usually I forget them, in the first 5 minutes after waking up.
But sometimes, very rarely I see dreams, which are too realistic. Like HD quality, and everything is so real...
Like last night.
I'm pretty sick at the moment, so I woke up for too many times and had too many dreams that night, but this one was unique.
It felt so real. Actually I really wanted it to be real. I'm not sure even why. There's no reason for me to wish for that...
But now I know one thing for sure. Usel
Feelin' uneasy
Tēriņtš
Goddammit I feel pretty bad at the moment.
I know that it has been a while since my last post, and much has happenned. It was like that for me too. I made some new friends, got heartbroken again, and, surprisingly, yesterday became a co-founder of a group in DA.
I can't understand one thing. One important thing, and it gives me a writer's block.
This post doesn't make any sense, just like my mind in past few days. For a second I'm happy like a fool, but in next moment I can't stop thinking, how foolish I was.
I don't know why it is like that.
Plus, I feel like punched in a stomach. That's what you get from being
Exams
Hey!
This is pretty a hard time for me right now :D I'm in the middle of my exams. Two days ago I wrote my first exam - Latvian language... God only knows, what percents I'll have... When I had my talking part ( I had to give a speech about one theme, I chose fencing :D ) I almost stabbed my examiner :D But she enjoyed it :D That teacher, even in her seventies was happy as a child, when she got to hold an epee :D
But there's only one exam which scares me more - English. I have a bad feeling about it... with my English skills...
oh, I almost forgot!
I had my fencing in fight! Actually I had to fence in last competition, but unfortunately,
The World is Spinning Around
Here, I am with my next diary entry. Ta-da!
I'm fine.
A week ago I had my first pentathlon competition with the combined event. And that was AWESOME.
In Lithuania there are many strong girls (Actually all Lithuanian athletes are inhumanly strong) I was fifth, but I almost got forth. Third place was already ... too far.
Soon I'll have to fence in real fight. OMG, I can't wait for that!!!
Even though, guys will kill me (-_-) I'm the only girl there... But still, I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT. Plus if I practice with guys of my age (which is harder, than practicing with girls in my age) I might have some handicap in future :)
I got an epee and no
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