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Like a moth into a flameI hate it when I'm alone.
Because then no one's beside me, and I can't keep my act. I can't stay the same dumb-ish looking nerd, who can play total circus, but still beat everyone on the tests. I can't put my funny face and make fun of my inner feelings and embarrass myself. I can't put my other - a pokerface, which reveals not a slightest bit of my feelings. I can't keep it in, when no one's around.
So I lock my door and lie on my bed or bath, or floor and start to think about you. How my heart was racing, when you laughed about the math exercise with me at the math club. How I blushed, when I was secretly watching you at the gymnastics, when you had to practice basketball, while I was just sitting on the bench right next to my three friends, and sulked about Renate (Your overly boyish classmate) who almost knocked me out doing slam-dunk while I was only picking up basketball. How jealous I was, when at the Christmas ball you were sent from your class as the representative, and danced
What happened at the libraryI hate it when, I fall in love. It always happens at the wrong moment. And with the wrong person.
It has been a month since school has started. We have a newbie in our class. He's pretty funny, he even has got a nickname - seal, because of his grey hoodie. He was one of the rare, who wasn't scared to talk with me. You know - the psyho girl, who sees things, and has to drink pills...
I fell for him about two weeks ago, when we had to work in groups, and make a presentation about myths of different cultures. I can't tell exact moment, when it happened, but I know that it was the moment, when I realised that.
But there's one thing which disturbs me.
His "pet" is a real seal, which swims in the air around him. Every time, he's talking with someone, seal always starts to swim around that person, like it would trying to intimidate that person.
Dog also says, that I shouldn't try to get too close to him. He gives him a bad feeling.
My thoughts were disrupted at that one moment.
I was sitting
A RoommateIt has been freaking me out since I moved in dormitory.
You see, I didn't had assigned roommate, so I had to move in a little dorm with two beds. Of course I made use of it, and pushed them together. I'm pretty active in my sleep, if I can say so. I always fall out of my bed.
But that's not the thing.
I wasn't alone. Since I stepped in this room, I already felt like someone was watching me. But I choose to ignore that... Yes, the same stupid mistake, which has always been made by movie characters.
At first it only watched me, but after a week, when I came used to it, I started to see strange shadows. Then I started to panic. I tried to talk with responsible for dorms, but they said, that all dorms are full, and they can't move me to another room. Leaving the dormitory wasn't an option. My parents live in Ludza, which is about 269 km from Riga, where I'm studying.
Of course I did a research about dormitory, but I didn't find anything.
About month ago it started to show it self to me.
Sorry, sweetie, but I hate you...It was late autumn day. I sat at the street cafe in Old Riga. I was slowly drinking my hot chocolate and enjoying beautiful view. I have always loved this part of the city... These narrow streets and centuries old houses make me feel like a whole new person. Like a third former, who has come here on the class trip. So small and meaningless… Like nothing comparing to these houses and towers. So old and yet so beautiful.
I hate coffee. That's why I drink hot chocolate. Coffee reminds me of her.
She always had a coffee scent coming from her. I remember one of those times, when we were sitting at the school cafe, and she was drinking it from her thermo cup and smiling her devilish smile while I was telling her something, which she doesn't even cared about. God, how much I liked her smile... her lips were so red... like covered in blood from my heart. And her eyes... blue and with sparkling, mischievous look on them.
At that moment I though, that she actually likes me.
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